Today was just an adrenaline rush on repeat.

I’m just not about that life anymore.

Honestly, I just care more bout my priorities and future.

You bout that “partying with bitches wearin nothin but bikinis” tho.

It’s just one of those nights where my mind wanders.

I’m laying around, over thinking about every little thing, every possibility.

*sigh

I called one of my closest friend from way back when to ask if he was still coming to see me walk at graduation. He’s from Japan and he’s been a great role model as my big brother since middle school.

He told me he couldn’t make it anymore because something went wrong.. My heart dropped, my heart aches. I wish people would stop telling me things last minute, I get my hopes up and I look forward to all the plans they make with me and in the end I just feel torn up. But it’s okay…